Learning how to "swim"

I was "thrown" to STIDC to renew their License Access Code on Wednesday by myself. When I went back to office at around 5pm, my senior says, "Why do you take soooo long to do those things?" Wow... What an insult! I was an IT handicap because I've never done any IT-related stuffs after graduating from Uni. What do you expect me to do? If I were as smart as you, you wouldn't be my Senior already, rite? By the way, I've also learnt a lot of things from the "torture" she gave me. Thanks to that! And besides, I've just known that she has been throwing me the jobs that are being assigned to her. One of my colleague says she treats me like her servant. LOL! Well, I've felt that ever since I went in. But I'm still taking it well despite I've been sickly treated while I was doing Sales/Marketing these 2 years. So that kind of insults & treatments, it's still tolerable for the time being. Haha! I'm going back to STIDC again tomorrow morning, I hope I will settle their problems in just 1 hour's time. One thing about my senior is that, she likes to pretend she's very clever in front of my colleagues. She's very kind & nice while she's out with me at customer's site. Maybe she doesn't want my colleagues to see that I am cleverer than her. LOL! What an idiot behaviour!

My bro went to Perth for about 4 days now. He says it's freezing there. How I wish Kuching is half-freezing nowadays. It has been like the heat from Hell broke lose to Earth. Super duper hot! I know my mum is feeling lonely after my bro left for Perth. She's going to stay that way until my brother comes back end of July. Poor her... I don't think my parents are talking to each other yet. But I know, they'll soon going to be good. :-)

My Darling is coming back on this Saturday! YES!! This Saturday!! Oh my God! It has been so fast! Thanks be to the Lord! I can't wait for him to come back. I need to buy him some nutrients for he has been starving while working there in Bakun. Poor baby... He has never felt that way before or being treated that way before. But I know that he will forever be my strong man like he used to be. I'm gonna buy him Essence of Chicken and will ask him to eat eat eat so that he gets his "beefcake" back!!! Hehe!

Saturday fast fast come!!! And no plane delay!!!

Monday Monday

It's Monday again!!!

AND it's 4 days til I see my Darling!!! Oh My God!!!!! I just can't wait for him to come back!

I don't know how to describe my mood today. Part of it is excited about the comeback of my Darling. Part of it is to wanna lie on my bed, sleeping whole day like yesterday. I got no mood to work today. Couldn't sleep well last night. Maybe it's coz I slept too much yesterday that made me a little wide awake last night. Aduh!!!

Tummy's a little moddy today too. Had a little constipation but it managed to be ok after a while. Felt a little shiver too. Don't know why. Sigh sigh......

My bro went to Perth last night. Which got my mum a little lonely without him. But hey, children grows up & they'll have their own life in the future. He arrived around 8am this morning. He'll be there for around 5-6 weeks (he's having semester break from Uni). His gf is there so we won't be scared he'll starve or bored to death. This is the 1st time he's travelling alone. 1st time going overseas. And 1st time having to transit through Brunei before reaching Perth (he's using Royal Brunei). I wish I could have a holiday like his. But now, everything is impossible.

Last night at the airport, I wish that while sending my bro off to Perth, I wished I was picking Darling home too. Gosh!

I can't wait til Saturday!!!! I miss u so damn much~~~~~~~~

Hectic Week

Hello everyone!

Last week was really a hectic week for me. Real job has begun and everyday I was busy working! Yes working! Our project is almost towards the end of development stage. So we are almost there to show it to the customers their system. Hope that they do not need to add/edit any of the fields for the time being. I pity our Programmer who came all the way here in Kuching from Guangzhou China to help do with the system. He worked day & night for the system & we kept on pushing him with our deadline. Haha!

Today is a Saturday. Going shopping with my mum later.

My bf is coming back next Saturday! YAY! But we still have another 6 days to go before he comes back. I wish that time will pass as fast as lightning now.

That's all for now!

P/S: I've created Facebook and Skype! Add me by searching for me with this email: annemelody83@yahoo.com.sg

My Fishes!

These are my fishes! it's called Batok!

Improvement!

I've made an improvement today!!!! I changed the water of my fish tanks myself!! YAY!

I'm proud of myself today coz I managed to overcome my fear of living fishes! Muahahahaha!

13 days to go... I'll be waiting for your return...

Real Work

Real job is going on now.

I got the order to go back to work on Sunday afternoon. Luckily my bf is not in Kuching. Or else, I would be screwed. Haha! Nah.... I think God knows that at this moment of time, I need something to keep my mind occupied. So He arranged me to work & not thinking about anything else. Hopefully this OT will not happen once he came back. My senior said this OT thingy is a very rare incident to happen to us. I said "us" coz we're taking the Property & Development sector. The last time my senior works OT is during the conversion of Ibraco (a Developer) into our system. And that was 7 or 8 years ago. I felt relieved to hear that. The other sectors like Hotels & Resorts, they work 24 hours a day. Coz as u know, hotels open 24 hours a day. And we can only install or update their server during the night where usage of the system is at minimal.

Today is the last day of training for STIDC. Felt relieved coz I do not need to compile the report to our China programmer. He's coming over to our office on Saturday night and we will begin our meeting & discussion on Sunday afternoon. Hopefully all ends early & well for that day. It seems hard to imagine. Our software belongs to China. Haha! Great experience I have working there though.

Sigh... 14 days to go.... I don't know wat else to blog...

Til next time...

Couldn't Take It Anymore

I cried just now....

My bf went out without his handphone... He didn't tell me he's going out & I was so worried that I cried...

When he finally called me, I cried even harder.... Sigh~~~~~~

Seems like I can't bear living without him by my side...

I miss you...........

A Tiring Day

I donno what to blog nor I have anything to blog...

Just a simple note to say I miss you...

Countdown 17 days to go...

I feel so empty... Sigh...

Standing Eggs

I am here again to blog... This is a weird time for me to blog as I've never come online at this point of hour... Hehe!

Ok. Blogging time.

This morning I sent my bf to the airport. He went to Bakun to work for 19 days. I didn't cry when he left. I don't know why. Maybe that I've become tough and to not make him worry about me. I know I am more than a diamond to him so I took a pledge not to cry when he goes on travelling. Maybe that we've spent a lot of time together during the weekend that makes me stronger on us. Perhaps perhaps...

Last week until now, at this point of time, I'm still worried about him. Because he hasn't arrived to his destination, Bakun. He's now on the way. Reception is almost nil. I've called him & sms him. He'll arrive approximately 9pm. Missing him now. Sigh... I don't know if I will cry tonight.. But I will try to be strong.

Last weekend really was a meaningful weekend for me. Seems like God knows that we will be apart for 19 days that he made the time pass to slowly. Thank you Lord. We've spent almost 24 hours together except sleeping during the night.

On Saturday morning, we went to have my favourite Laksa for breakfast. Then we went home for a nap. In the afternoon, we went to Hopoh to buy & install some games into our PSP. Then we went to Sunday Market to buy some fruits for me to eat during the week. Then I went home to take a shower before proceeding to his house for dinner. Guess what, he took a sneak into my purse and looked into the receipt of the PSP I bought for him. At the same time, paid me money for the PSP, which eventually piss me off when I found out about the amount. Earlier on, he said he wanted to pay half of the amount to me. I said no. Because it's a gift for him. I cheated him that the PSP was only RM700++. He found out when he looked into my purse and found the receipt amounting RM998. And so he paid me RM1,000. But I paid him back Rm500 for him to bring it to Bakun as pocket money. However the rest of the RM500 I've decided to change it to SGD for us to use when we go to Singapore in December.

On Sunday morning, we went to "Green Mountain" at Muara Tebas with his mum to pray. Obviously I didn't burn joss sticks and pray. But I prayed inside my heart that he will find a better job, better career path and a better future. And I know that he prayed for good fortune and good luck. I knew he also prayed that he will have a better job and a better pay so that he will be able to marry me as soon as possible. I also prayed that he will have a safe journey to Bakun, take great care of himself and also the 19 days to pass by as fast as rocket. I sound so superstitious eh. But that's all my worries for the moment. I do not know what more to ask.

Then we went again to Hopoh because the PSP games we bought the day before couldn't be installed into our PSP. Found out that the version that we're using is the original Sony version. Which means the PSP can only play Original Sony games and NOT pirated games. So our PSP got upgraded into a version 3.90 Firmware from 3.72 original version. RM50 for that upgrading. Now it can play both original & pirated games. YAY! Which taught me not to buy any original "electric and electronic machines" from a genuine shop.

The rest of the day was spent just the two of us. Playing PSP or just chatting with each other. And also spent a whole lot of time figuring out how to install the DVD PDP games into our PSP. I managed to install those Gameboy and Emulator games but not the PSP designed games excdept Eternal Eyes. I wonder why.

Oh ya... Yesterday was the Duan Wu Jie (Dragon Boat Festival). For me, it's the day where eggs can stand! Yes! They can actually stand on flat floor! Look at these pictures. You either Believe It... or Not Believe It..

Standing solo.

Comparisons for you.

Amazing isn't it? I can't believe it when my bf put it up. It seems like there's some magnetic force on the ground that just sucks the bottom of the eggs. But it only work well when the sun is high up the sky. This means it only work around 11am to 2pm. And it only works on every 5th day of the 5th month of the Chinese Lunar calender. Amazing amazing.

On this day, chinese also made Glutinious Rice dumplings to eat to celebrate the festival. There's a special kind of Glutinous Rice dumplings; with fillings and without fillings. The ones with fillings normally contains pork, peanuts, mushrooms, some kind of nut and some would put some yam into it. Some might just contain Yam. The ones without fillings are called "Kee Zhang". I do not know what it means but it is normally eaten with just dipping in plain white sugar, kaya or any of your favourite jams. My bf's mum said we must eat Kee Zhang before noon to prevent us from getting sick through the year. I don't really believe it but I still eat it simply because I like to eat Kee Zhang. Serves no harm too! :-)

Guess what! My bf just called! AND he has arrived safely to Bakun and into his hostel. Thanks be to God for protecting him all the way. :-)

I'm gonna watch tv now. Laterzzzz... :-)

P/S: I don't think I'm gonna cry tonight. Glad to know he's safe there already. :-)

Outcome of a Worried Heart 2

I realised that my decision yesterday was half rational.

I found out that the Sony PSP cannot:

1) simply download games & play
2) play even if it is already inside the memory card

The largest problem now is, I don't know how to hack my PSP. The chances of spoiling it is 50:50.

Gosh! Super frust now..

If these are not done, then my Sony PSP would be just for browsing the net, viewing pictures and listening to mp3s.

Should I or shouldn't I present the gift to him tonight and go running for games and hackers this weekend...

Bleh...................

Outcome of a Worried Heart

I made a drastic and fast decision today. The very 1st time in my life.

This is my drastic decision. The Sony Playstation Portable 2006.

Bought it for RM799 + 4GB Sony Memory Stick RM170 + Sony Earphones RM29
= RM998.00

The main reason I bought it is:
1) To ease the boredom of my bf while he's in Bakun for 3 weeks.

That's the only reason.

Now I don't know where to download the games.

Saddest Moment

Today marks the saddest day of my life.

My bf's going to Bakun for 3 weeks beginning next week.

I wanna faint.

After 4 days of holiday, this is the gift I get.

Working again...

Hey~~~ How was ur holidays?

I had a great time catching Crocodiles last Sunday! Hehe!

But now I'm back to work... *sniff*...

Oh ya, my mum bought a new player system at home... it is a 4-in-1 player (DVD, VCD, CD, USB) that worked juz like a computer... It's cool! It looks like this:

Haha... I haven't go on adventure with this new baby. Will update the outcome of it soon.

I spoilt my bf's DVD player last night with just one kick from my leg. Gosh... Need to replace it for him or else I will feel super guilty.

Enjoy working!